It seems to be that I’ve overextended myself this summer and because of that fact, Tipsy Tuesday will go on hiatus.
With my busy schedule, I’ve discovered that the mornings are now the best time to practice. Just like the old days, I’ve begun see Danny for guidance. Although I was attached to Alek, I realized I learn more material (faster) with Danny. He’s been pushing me and making my practice routine significantly longer. Sometimes I feel like I’m not good enough because it’s become so important to impress him. Is that backwards?
I guess it could be viewed as such but I know if I make him the slightest impressed, my performance will be astounding–beyond my very own goals. I suppose that’s the benefits of having a mentor with high expectations of his students. In comparison, Alek was constantly complimenting me when I knew good and well that I did not practice to the best of my ability.
“Okay, let’s hurry up and get you back into this,” Danny told me. “There’s no telling how long I’ll have with you. You might move across the country again.”
It makes me laugh to know that he knows me well enough to accurately predict my adventure seeking agenda… and as usual, Danny is right. Adventure seeking or not, I need to find my groove. It’s taking me a bit longer than expected this summer…